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Bastard Sunshine

by Bastard Sunshine

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1.
The Optimist 03:01
This story has an optimistic ending I have felt it from the start and ultimately I am one unhappy motherfucker constantly afraid i'll be made to breathe hard I used to read a lot of books I considered myself well read But then I discovered computer games and the internet Didn't go so well My mind went to hell I'll thank whichever god you like for this guitar But when I fall I fall hard Whether it be in love or apart it doesn't matter nothing's ever mattered You ask me not to be so eager but that is difficult for me you see I've already thought through every situation we might go through up until the blue moment I tell you I'm in love even the optimist inside my head is telling me to give up telling me to give up I'm giving up I'm giving up But when I fall I fall hard Whether it be in love or apart It doesn't matter nothing's ever mattered and to qualify for clinical depression I guess I'd have to harm myself But I've already learnt my lesson my mother need not fear for my health for every demon on my shoulder I shall battle with her heart this story has n optimistic ending I have felt it from the start from the start whether it be in love or apart
2.
Speechless! I stutter because I can't seem to find the words, and I am addicted to nothing because nothing ever seems to work, and if nothing ever really hurts! then fuck man you must be lucky because the rest of us just get burnt High five! for remembering that blues bands don't hold hands with folk-song melodies and I oughta wear sunglasses up here the future looks so bright that it's burning out my eyes and I'm so sweet that I'll rot your teeth but you don't care yeah I'm so sweet that I'l rot your teeth but you don't care And maybe I wasn't born to be happy so I guess all we have to do is wait yeah maybe I wasn't born to be happy so I guess it's lucky for you that I don't believe in fate little traitor you don't get to live 'cause that's my bread and butter you're fucking with I fucking love those metalheads! And that's what's wrong it seems that everyone around us knows where we came from what if I just said goodbye this'd all go away! what if I just said goodbye this'd all go away you'd forget my mistakes you'd forget my …mistakes you'd forget my! Mistakes… And maybe I wasn't born to be happy so I guess all we have to do is wait yeah maybe I wasn't born to be happy yeah maybe I wasn't born to be happy yeah maybe I wasn't born! to be happy so I guess it's lucky for you that I don't believe in fate
3.
We worship false idols why worship anything at all I'm sorry, sweetheart but you met me too late just be at peace I don't hate maybe after all this is over we can really see the world We don't smile that's a lie I smile a lot and I'm not sorry, sweetheart for being too polite did you know this could be not just any other night not just any other night and blue eyes they become an angel even if the eyes aren't real and flowers are lovely how obvious of me but sometimes you just have to say how you feel We walk on cliff edges every single day inside our heads and that little voice says jump but we don't jump I don't jump I push you over and then you spread you wings Oh no, you just turned into an angel Oh no, you just turned into an angel Oh no, you just turned into an angel Oh no, you just turned into an angel… and blue eyes they become an angel even if the eyes aren't real and flowers are lovely how obvious of me but sometimes you just have to say how you feel and the way you stare me down while I'm playing you a song well that's alright it's actually what I like and you're so far above me you're so fucking lovely yeah you're so far above me but I might just pretend you aren't! and continue to fight for your love Oh no, you just turned into an angel... Oh no, you just turned into an angel!
4.
We Are 03:56
Melody is a chemical reaction curving and turning and burning my insides out attraction is just the idea that the taste of your mouth will be better than bedtime stories the taste of your spit will erase how boring it feels to be alive today just give me a life today better yet, teach me how to be filthy how to be extra-ordinarily guilty oh I'm guilty I'm guilty she says, "Please don't do this to me." and I whisper, "It's already done." As I drive the knife home twist it kiss her hard bite out her tongue We Are! Oh we are what we are how we are what we are that we are Harmony is the cure for cancer but not the answer to smaller problems it's the feeling of pleasure so alike a lifetime of leaser without conflict, what are we but lost? focusless, fickle fucked for a nickle standard and sickly notice the blood trickle oh notice the blood trickle she says, "Please don't do this to me." and I whisper, "It's already done." As I drive the knife home twist it kiss her hard (and) bite out her tongue she says, "Please don't do this to me!" and I whisper, "It's already done." As end the embrace kiss her taste tears on her face miss her and oh what a waste I might bite out her tongue so I won't have to listen cut off my ears to avoid hearing all that she'd say words that would make me stay Oh we are what we are how we are what we are We Are! Oh we are what we are How we are what we are that we are WE ARE! Oh we are what we are How we are what we are that we are
5.
Tick 04:19
Can I be the first one to extend congratulations? Because I certainly don't waste time is it just my concussion or are you falling in love again? Don't waste your time on me cutie-pie my voice can barely reach the notes in this song tonight I'll need a new task force to police my alibis I'm glad you didn't try to kiss me 'cause I would've made you cry Can i be the first one to point out the beauty of what it is that beats in your chest? It's a strong proclamation that the world's not so terrible that we're not so far gone yet and this'll all end up the same way mightn't it? We'll get drunk, kiss, and forget sone advice: your heart's never wrong all those ticks mean correct Don't waste your time on me cutie-pie my voice can barely reach the notes in this song tonight I'll need a new task force to police my alibis I'm glad you didn't try to kiss me 'cause I would've made you cry There's no picture of heaven like I'll find in your smile
6.
Hey man I bet the upkeep's hell to pay and I fought and fell for could've lied but I didn't the scent of blood on my boots though I washed it all away I caught a curse between my teeth I've kept on talking myself up because it was so easy it's easy And true to my word I never lied though I believe I may have died a little inside I can still look at myself in the mirror I've tried so I guess I'm fine She looks so casualesque exposing one milk-white breast and you may call it lust but we're cold to the touch so hey, man, hey don't lose your way, man, hey you wanna stay, man? then stay I caught a curse between my teeth I caught smoke in my hand and no-one believed so don't joke with me man don't fuck with me please And true to my word I never lied though I believe I may have died a little inside I can still look at myself in the mirror I've tried so I guess I'm fine I'm fine (repeat) And true to my word I never lied though I believe I may have died a little inside I can still look at myself in the mirror I've tried but the mirror man doesn't understand doesn't wanna catch my eye he'll only whisper softly, "Things'll be alright" so I guess I'm fine

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released June 17, 2011

Guest guitar by Jon Shearsmith on track 1 and Karl Caris on track 6

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